Just that I have not been able to gather enough courage to go public with that amount of truth…
I should start an anonymous blog !!! or steal someone’s diary and write what I want to in there… or hack someone’s account and post it in their name !!!
what else can i do?
Write it on a wall in UK when no one is watching… Graffiti… with the crazy people I know here, it might just sell for millions…
Make a painting out of my thoughts… again worth some greenies…
Umm… take pictures and say what i want to say in code… Naah… I make an attempt to take happy pictures or make them look encouraging.. with some exceptions of course !!!
What else?
Talk to someone about it? I did… with three friends…
One took a split second to agree to the fact that I suck !!!
the other gave me a lot of gyan and tried to pep me up, and partially agreed…
and the third, made fun of me and applauded at the honest confession !!!
For some reason, I am not feeling too bad about it… there are good things about me, there are bad ones too… Not being able to handle people I love is one of the BADDEST ones !!!
Why am i writing about it right now?
Valid point…
And I am doing it ,
Because I think i should take that thought of thinking about writing about thinking about why I suck should be out of my system…
And because I have been carrying this thought for a long time… years maybe !!! It needs to go out of my system… it need a body wash that can clean things from inside…
Or maybe I just need to eat at a dhaba, have chai at a road side stall, drive the entire night, have a few paranthas at murthal, honk the horn when i feel like, have a few golgappas till my eyes and nose start running, flip through the useless TV channels, etc etc…
Ok… so two things now…
1. No Gyan please 
take this post into your stride and humor
2. Read the previous post and help me out !!! not with Fishing Rods and instructions on how to fish, but with some FISH
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